Blogger FAIL.
I used to be. Man, I could post daily, edit, and post again, way back then as an undergraduate with an affinity for anime. But no longer. My life is full of silly grown-up stuff.
So, finding a federal job (to supplement the tour guiding of course!) is proving…impossible difficult. Granted, I’ve only REALLY been looking for a month and a half and, as I said earlier, the process isn’t nearly as speedy as in the private sector. Pretty much, the only way for someone like me to get a federal job would be:
- Through a temp or contracting agency
- Join the Air Force* and get veterans preference (or take advantage of any of their many educational benefits)
- Do Peace Corps/AmeriCorps and get VISTA preference
and on some level…
- Get my Masters in just about anything relating to numbers or the public sector
And I do intend to go back to school soon. Probably sooner than even I think. It just makes sense now…
(I am one of those people who simply cannot zero in on one activity and then get disappointed if something doesn’t pan out. Granted, I make it my business to finish what I start. But I tend to start quite a few projects or endeavors and I’m always getting into something. I always made good grades and was an independent and creative thinker, but my hyper nature made me unmanageable to some. One teacher, maybe it was second grade or even kindergarten, suggested that I be medicated and my mother would have liked to suggest that class be more mentally challenging.)
I have so many interests and I see, simultaneously, all of my options laid out before me. Just thinking and blogging about it is overwhelming. Anyway, I am at this point in my life:
Good:
- Mother taking up the slack of my financial responsibilities
- BA from UNC Chapel Hill
- Plenty of intercultural, worldly experience
- Plenty of teaching experience
- Healthy, ____ and wiser
- Low rent & low caloric needs
- Car
- Connections to a couple of interesting folks
Bad:
- Thousands in student loans & credit card debt
- Without a steady income stream (haven’t built up enough tour clientèle!)
- Living in the 7th or 8th most expensive city in America
- Not enough months of “specialized experience” for entry level government office work (need 1 year)
- Don’t know all of the computer software programs the government uses
- Previous positions did not have certain kinds of responsibilities now sought by feds
- No military experience
- No Masters
- Not enrolled as an undergraduate
- Crappy GPA for my BA (I don’t care what anyone says! I am ashamed of my 3.23!)
My Near Future Longish-Term Options:
- Join military as Officer & get lots of awesome training and credentials and school/language training totally paid for
- Take GRE again and Apply to graduate schools for International Studies/Relations/Development
- Take GRE again and Apply to graduate school for Teaching
- Apply to International grad school where I don’t need GRE
- Peace Corps…ASAP
- Teach English abroad again…and perhaps earn an MA through distance learning
I am quite sure that I am not joining the military any time soon. I have absolutely nothing against it and in fact I really wish I had done something like ROTC, but I am just not passionate enough now and I’ve been around it all my life and haven’t made any moves, so…yeah. It’s there, but not going to happen.
Mom also doesn’t think I should up and bail on DC just yet, as it’s only been a month, so for now, ESL abroad is tabled. My main draw to it now is pure desperation for money. I know how to live cheaply in Korea and so paying down my credit cards would be a cinch ($1=1,180W) – in fact, I achieved a $0 balance while I was in Korea. Also I have fantastic 20/20 hindsight and can see how badly I handled situations in Korea and want a do-over. Even though it was money that drove me to Korea the first time, this time, at least I would have a brand new perspective.
I am totally filling out a Peace Corps application right now. Problem there is that my credit card debts would be lingering with no one to pay them. Pretty much, every paycheck I receive from here on out will have 10% taken for tithe and 50% for debt. In fact, I need to put $20 down on my Visa from the random Strategic Reflections mystery shopping I did. The only thing that appears to be a potential problem with PC is my medical history, but I will lobby the crap out of them as I haven’t had any problems for years.
So, yes. I think grad school is the way to go. Go into more debt, defer debt and emerge with a steady gig so that I can then pay off said accumulated debt. Some schools abroad I was looking at:
- University of Limerick (1 yr MA. I have always wanted to go to Ireland!)
- University of Edinburgh (1 yr MA that is research-based)
- Lebanese American University
- American University in Cairo (need the GRE)
- S. Rajaratnam School of International Studies (Singapore. I <3 Singapore)
- University of Shizuoka (fine Int’l Relations program!)
- Kobe University (Would be slightly less frigid in winter)
- Institute of World Politics (Washington DC – never heard of it, but woop, there it is)
Since I am in DC, I should apply to Georgetown, but ugh. It’s too expensive. I don’t want to play into the backward tuition game higher learning has fallen into. If I’m gonna borrow from Uncle Sam, it’s gonna be predictably pay-back-able.
Final Points:
There are jobs out here, though. I was watching CNN and the disturbing news was that while there are about 9 million jobs unfilled at this very moment, there are not enough qualified workers to fill them. This isn’t my field, but think of the consequences. What I want to know is:
What can be done to train low-skilled workers so that they can then perform these jobs?
Clearly, specialized skills (even the ones I don’t have that the government keeps asking for whenever I apply to low GS jobs!) require training and/or on-the-job experience and the job-less cannot purchase further education of the likes these machines require. So if the companies refuse to hire and train, how do they expect anything to happen? Indeed, what low-skilled unemployed person would refuse? I know it will cost money to train them, but what’s worse? No jobs and no productivity and no spending OR jobs and productivity and spending? It’s not charity if both parties’ needs are met. At worse, it’s temporary bartering until standards can be met.
Anyway, I have a couple job prospects.
- Sister is lobbying Marion Barry for a little job at his office.
- Lady I met at a Japanese Tea Ceremony gave me the inside scoop on a secretary job at her law office.
- Just got an interview at Earthworks to do some administrative work.
Praying for a breakthrough!
I made connections with the coordinator, and he also showed me residual Boxing Day Tsunami of 2004 damage, a boys orphanage and some other things I haven’t forgotten.




